Praying for hope..

Before i found you…i always questioned and did not understand. ” when ur with someone..and think u love them..how would u even know if that is true love”? Because..i never felt it before..i may think its love..but it might just be a strong like..?
Well from since i was in grade school..there was a boy that lived right up the road from me.. we always knew each other..he was best friends with my best friends brother. Well i went through so many years years of just knowing of him. But i thank god that i have finally got to know this boy..that has turned into a the man that is my true best friend and also the one who had me realized that i no longer had to question what love felt like.
I realize that life with him is all i need to be truly happy.
I know now the difference between wanting and deserving..and i very much believe i deserve this man. My heart beats faster when thinking of his life more than my own. I just love him more and more each time i see him. And i thank god for my life. 

praying, hoping. ..please.

WAIT, please read.

If you can give a second for this, and pray for my best friend. He made a mistake and is so hurt and upset with himself for it. I am not going to detail it, just please. like this….he is a good , strong person.  

…crazy how your heart feels when you realize you care about someone so much more than youself…

cool.
me today.

cool.

me today.